In this pillar of darkness

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I couldn’t look,
The past me,
How stupid and miserable,
I was,

All the given chances,
The errors and mistakes,
Not listening,
Not a single attention,

Where it lead me now,
The spiraling stairs,
Bottomless abyss,
To a place called Chaos,

I wonder if I landed,
Somewhere,
I couldn’t feel the ground,
Maybe I am still falling,

I am trapped,
And lost in up or down,
In this pillar of darkness,
Again and again.

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