And exhausted endlessly.

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It’s not easy,
When there is so much,
Inside of me,
Wanting to go out,

It’s not easy,
When I have to repress,
The loud thoughts,
Ready to rip out,

It’s not easy,
Struggling to be better,
But to be better,
Is never matter,

It’s not easy,
To feel understood,
When in my whole life,
No one wants to understand,

It’s not easy,
To fight alone,
In two fronts,
And never feel safe,

It’s not easy,
When every day,
Is another day,
To stop believing,

It’s not easy,
Just to live,
To feel disappointed,
And exhausted endlessly.