How am I here,
After all the screams and pain,
After all the tears and numbness,
And all the repeating episodes,
How am I here,
After all the terrible dreams,
After all the hopeful steps,
And all the people that came and left,
How am I here,
Living with this sickness,
Breathing with this madness,
And pretending all is well,
How am I here,
When my soul drifted away,
When my passion withers,
And not a step further to take.
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