There are times,
When I want to tell,
The troubles that chased me,
And the happiness that I achieved,
Not just to anyone,
But to someone special,
That will give her attention,
And all her devotion,
One that I can trust,
To keep my secrets,
And be my weakness,
Right here besides me,
I know well,
This are the words of a loner,
Who needs someone,
To calm my heart,
Maybe I should just give up,
And remain still in sadness.
Did you realized,
We eat because we feel like it,
Not because we are hungry,
Nor we really need it,
When we treat it like nothing,
Some treat it like gold.
I screamed out your name,
From this dark abyss,
That holds my soul,
Paralyzing me and damned me,
I screamed out your name,
Far from reaching you,
So you could hear,
My begging scream,
I screamed out your name,
For the last time,
As my eyes closing,
Screaming for you endlessly.
A fail once,
May seems lost,
Up to you,
To give up,
Or stand up
And I choose,
To keep going.
Let me be straight,
On the things,
If you ask me,
What I like about you,
First and foremost,
It will be how attractive,
Your personality is,
A fiery but fragile soul,
Then, your appearances,
Others do not see them,
But I see yours,
As perfectly constructed they are,
Whenever I spend more time with you,
The calming aura from you, settled me down,
Making me fell deeper and deeper,
To your arms,
What are all these admiration,
If they were ignored,
And not placed where it truly belongs,
Inside your heart.
Let me tell you my story,
The story of my day,
The day that can happen to anyone,
Not just me and not just today,
My day started great,
As the sun risen up to greet me,
Giving my morning wishes,
It was more than great,
I texted to the person I care,
They replied and texted back,
Some don’t know I really care,
Some feels the same, close, like a pack,
My working day started as usual,
The work and the staring game with the monitor,
Then came lunch time, better than usual,
I had an awesome meaty lunch as the initiator,
I went home on time,
Using the latest tech available in town,
The journey was smooth and golden dime,
Until a part of it that drag everything down,
Later that night I lost my composure,
Things getting hectic and disastrous,
I have no confidence of myself and unsure,
Of how I am still a time bomb and dangerous,
I let out no voice,
But I exploded.
When you want to tell,
No one listens,
When they want to hear,
Your mouth shuts tight,
The best thing is,
To have someone close,
To share and listen,
But nonexistent in my life.
