There are so many one thing in this world,
That changed everything,
One belief,
One country,
One war,
One man,
One idea,
There are so many things in this world,
That changed my day,
A task,
A dream,
A word,
A soul,
A reason,
I am so lost in this search.
Let the wind spread the news,
And the storm describe my despair,
The heavy rain,
The strong wind,
The thick clouds,
The dark sky,
And the thunderous roar,
I will stay for awhile,
If not forever.
Beratus ribu soalan timbul dari minda,
Minda yang celaru tapi aku belum gila,
Setiap langkahku buatkan aku hina,
Tak segak seperti gambaran mereka,
Setiap hariku lalui hanya diam membisu,
Biar dunia makin haru biru aku membatu,
Jiwaku korup kerap merosak fikiranku,
Hanya angan naifku nak membantu,
Jujur aku mengaku diri ini emosi,
Aku ini binatang yang makan diri sendiri.
The soul is in a cold place,
Shrouded in darkness,
Echoed with silence,
Paired with the corrupted mind,
Mind,
Being silly and playful,
Thrashing thoughts violently,
While the soul is muted,
And the vessel has no say,
Not even a short breath.
When I scream your name,
Will you hear it?
Will you respond to it?
Will you come to me?
And hold me down,
As my tears,
Falling down slowly,
On both of my cheeks,
And my eyes can’t stop it,
Screaming again and again,
No, I am not bleeding,
Nor a sword stabbed me in the heart,
But I feel the pain,
Like hundred of spears,
Hitting just one spot in me,
And I fall on my knee,
With no one around,
Only me with my shadows,
As my dreams left me first,
Then hope soon after,
Death’s door upon me,
With all the scream, tears and pain.
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I couldn’t function today,
After a long weekend rest,
Now, I am in a meeting room,
As they are so engaged,
I am sitting here alone,
And my brain firing a signal non-stop,
To close my eyes and sleep,
And forget.
I couldn’t write another word,
Even with thousands to tell in my head,
Torn between two borders that lies inside,
“Now, speak! Hush, silence!”
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