Like the sunrise shines bright

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I am afraid to fall asleep,
If I sleep it means to dream,
And the dreams I had,
Are not the nice one either,

Mostly intense and confusing,
Filled with strangers,
And unknown places,
With urges for the uncertainties,

Even after I woke up,
I can’t tell if I am still dreaming,
Or already up and awake,
Or probably still sleeping,

I know that some have meanings,
Some just the thoughts playing,
It doesn’t matter because it wore me out,
Countless of times I opened my eyes and shout,

I just want to sleep and wake up,
Like the sunrise shines bright.